mah-qamar:

أثقل الأيام على قلبك وقعا وألما أثقلها في ميزانك أجرا وفضلا إن صبرت واحتسبت

The days which are the heaviest on your heart due to hardship and pain, may also be the days which are the heaviest on your scale in reward, so long as you are patient and anticipating reward

just finished alice in borderland s2 (i was left on episode 5 for the longest cause it was too scary lol and then i forgot about it but my older sister just watched both seasons in 1 week so i wanted to finish it too)

AND LET ME TELL YOU THIS SHOW IS CRAZY. COMPLEX, INTELLIGENT, EXQUISITE, MENTALLY STIMULATING, MASTERPIECE

man that finale really fked up my mind like 6 times and then again everyone needs to watch this wanna look into the manga lol but ik its gonna be even more depressing but probably also so enticing alice in borderland

coldwateristasty asked:

come back pls pls 🥺

hi friend, i’ll be back soon 😭

currently taking a break from here

updates - i finished my gp block *finally* - alhamdulillah x100, hated it but learnt loads and patients loved me, going on holiday next week v excited, reading an inordinate amount of books - currently Sense and Sensibility - I am immersed, and still experiencing some burn out but im officially on break from uni and so iA on the road to feeling more like a semblance of myself 😭

keep me in your duas 💗

always fun catching up w my one piece cousin and geeking together

also not fun answering everyone’s questions (individually) about when i finish

‘i’m in my final year now’ she says devoid of any emotion

and explaining what happens next, i am in my GP rotation now, no i wont work in GP when i finish 🤣

with my older sister it’s 'are you still in uni, when do you finish your phD’

i think we’re gonna graduate around the same time! inshallah

and i barely had lunch cause there’s basically no food around there so im starving. horrible day

only thing keeping me going is that i have to firm going in tomorrow morning then i’ll be off for 5 days straight cause i said im taking thurs off for eid 😭 BLISS

on top of that my migraine has persisted from yday and my tmj pain is so bad, i was so uncomfortable all day

ergh i was with karen gp today and her patient / bedside manner is horrible

she shouted at kids, was rude to patients

on top of that it was like the most boring day, i wrote 3 book reviews for my bookstagram, she prob thought i was writing notes lmfao

my brain is fried from boredom so useless

i’m so tired of making excuses for people

people just need to do better


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